Where I think you belong

the doctor was tough today
she's not letting me off the hook
the challenge I've laid
I have to pick up
and like Yoda she tells me
there is no try

I'm not trying to prove it
to anyone but myself
I miss you
and must rely
on other friends
to hold me up
fill me up
as I empty out
all the negativity
of past months

later
when I am full
it won't matter
anymore
if you come back
where I think you belong